Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Bad Luck

I'm sick of this bad luck I can't get rid of. Life is shit and sometimes I wish I could just scream at the world to leave me alone. Annoy someone else, I'm sick of it all.

Last night I lost one of the only things I have that my Narnie gave me. It was a simple little ring, silver band with the teeniest red jewel. But for some reason I just loved it.

Then last week I found out my Auntie has Breast Cancer, and it hurts knowing theres a chance she might die. The constant fear that she might not make it.

Sorry for my readers if this is depressing, but at the moment nothing has gone right. And to top it all off, I'm going to lose one of my best friends because she is graduating and she lives on a property (or farm as some call it)

I also have to make a decision which school to go to when we move. I pretty much have to pick between my friends and my future career. It just not fair.

3 comments:

Erimentha said...

i'm sorry that your auntie has breast cancer and you lost that ring.

im also sorry that you have to pick about yr 11 next year. but advice is go with yr 11, family will always be there, but education and getting a job you love doing, won't.

good luck, here is a special good like charm from your bffl girlforce girl:

(*)(*)(*) :)

xxx
eri

Erimentha said...

ps. this made me think of you:

http://weheartit.com/entry/904486
new blogger header?

and this too:
http://weheartit.com/entry/926667

which i think you do perfectly.

love!

Lizard said...

=(

I am so sorry about your aunt! Please don't give up hope! There is a chance she will recover as well. There are many forms of treatment for cancer! However, she will not be able to do it alone. You must support her as best as you can!

You've been having a really hard time lately it seems. It doesn't help that you have to make a decision about your future so suddenly. I also had the same dilemma when choosing high school and more recently, choosing college. It's scary! But these things are often best contemplated over a good cup of tea.

However, I think that despite your bad luck, you must stay strong for your aunt and for yourself. It can only get better from here! I know cancer is not an overnight cure type of disease, but it is one that can be overcome! DON'T GIVE UP HOPE!