I'm sick of this bad luck I can't get rid of. Life is shit and sometimes I wish I could just scream at the world to leave me alone. Annoy someone else, I'm sick of it all.
Last night I lost one of the only things I have that my Narnie gave me. It was a simple little ring, silver band with the teeniest red jewel. But for some reason I just loved it.
Then last week I found out my Auntie has Breast Cancer, and it hurts knowing theres a chance she might die. The constant fear that she might not make it.
Sorry for my readers if this is depressing, but at the moment nothing has gone right. And to top it all off, I'm going to lose one of my best friends because she is graduating and she lives on a property (or farm as some call it)
I also have to make a decision which school to go to when we move. I pretty much have to pick between my friends and my future career. It just not fair.